Wednesday, August 20, 2008

How?

Somethings just tend you make you feel terrible, only when you thought you could begin to feel good. But then, handling such times, depends upon , how many such times have you handled before this . At times, I become rigid, do not let any little or big thing affect me in any way. But , now, I feel like letting myself free! How? .
I want to ease out for a change! Want to take everything lightly, and in my stride. And not just do it to show some pests that I can ignore them, but actually do it. Do it with sense and meaning.And also with reality. Say, how about smiling at a person you dislike, and actually mean to be nice?.. or may be, cook the dinner , and make it very very tasty!! And the only person to eat it , would be you...? Not that serving others is bad, but then, .. I want to do something just for myself! Just and only for myself!!
May be, dance in the rain like a frenzy creature, then take pictures and laugh at myself!
Or may be, drink a hell lot of sugar less coffee and be happy with it!! And making chocolate face packs , using then generously !! Gorging on dark chocs!! Dipping my full hands into buckets of chocolate sauce!!, then licking my own hands off!!! Then may be, mix the entire jar of strawberry jelly with vanilla ice cream!! Yummmmmyy!!
Then take numerous tours of my own home singing the same song over a million times!!
Then bathe in water with my favorite oils, and feel absolutely gorgeous! (i don't know what made me say that)....
Then with my hair half wet, I would put on my favorite black dress in light synthetic.. put on just a little lip gloss and some kohl "!! And then innocently stand in my veranda, munching on my snackies!!



So, that is HOW~!!!

10 comments:

peter said...

a weird change has occurred in this gal pplz plz stand away LOL :D

I wud also love to do wat u feel like doing (except the girly part)..!!

gud one ..one advice be regular on ur blogs ...
cheers !

Mihir said...

heheheh.
how dyu stand innocently in the veranda?

p.s. kohl rocks.

Sidrah said...

Wow!...tht was quite a different read!!!
the chocolate scene was awesome ..i'd lyk 2 do tht sumday too ..realli soon!! ^_^
cya!

Tejas Lakhani said...

Live life on your own terms.
Do what u wanna do.
Har pal yahaa jee bhar jiyo,
jo hai shama kal ho na ho....

Enjoy.....

C R D said...

gal!! u sure know how to fantasize...

i somehow cant even fantasize properly..even my dreams are boring :P

Arjun said...

hehe...After reading this, i'm now in my own world of fantasies....
How abt snackies for breakfast, lunch and dinner....!! How abt a job where i get paid for dreaming..!!
hehe but anyway, nice to blog abt.....

practically.. how??? how???????

Dame Folle said...

It started somewhere, ended elsewhere...Maybe you should just have chomped down a Kit Kat

Ranjeet Kr. Vimal said...

how so u write such kind of post?? nice work keep it up..
ps: read mine..
http://bugsnerror.blogspot.com/

Scribblers Inc said...

great time it looks like...and with the choclate stunt...count me in...:)

Scribblers Inc.

Tiger said...

cool... just cool.. nice way of telling a story